Rock Bottom Guilt

[Verse 1]
All of this shit has been happening to me lately
I hating my peers, degrading all queers
I butt fuck all them cunts and fuck shit up
I tell them to get fucked in my head but then it... shuts
I bet monsters are under my bed and they call them sluts
And they tell me to shut up but they making a fuss
I'm taking a trust, faking the lust, making it up, breaking a buck
Now I am told stop bitching, start fishing
But when I'm fishing I'm picking up all these pieces
And leaving them giving them to all these teasers
All they wanna return with is all they have earnt
And all they have learned is nothing
But something they don't deserve (bitch)
And oh fuck now I have to suck everyone's dick
Because I gotta pick
And I gotta suck it
Sorry but I don't want to suck yours
They may call me gay but they can't call me a fucking whore you fucking bore

[Verse 2]
Liar, liar, liar pants on fire who do I desire
They say that I'm a funny person but who do I really admire
Now I'm on the floor I'm told no more
Then speak words from before
Do all your chores
Perform to the core
Answer the door, answer the door, answer the door (knock, knock)
Aspire to be more than just another junky on the same shit
Judgment calling my name saying I'm on the lame shit
Music taste is poor
And while you say that I hear a mighty roar
I wear all my influences I must have worn feeling like it's porn, like it's porn, like it's porn
I kick them
Then spit venom into them
And tell them to quit dissing and pissing on my damn life
I'm not gonna pay the damn price
Job ain't worth me or my damn time
I feel like I'm committing a damn crime
My words come out of my mouth too much
And I act like I don't give a fuck
But I'm really behind the door making such a fuss
I tell me not to say it but my brain tells me it is a must
So suck on my own nuts
Eat up the pizza and its crusts
Who gives a fuck

[Hook]
Imma fat shit in a fat world
With lots of big titties and lots of fat girls
Imma fat shit in a fat world
With lots of big titties and lots of fat girls
Imma fat shit in a fat world
With lots of big titties and lots of fat girls
Imma fat shit in a fat world
With lots of big titties and lots of fat girls

[Interlude]
What is love to me I really want to know
Charlotte despising me I'm fucking up her flow
I'm hated by a group of people
Ha, how funny
I get the same hate from my step mum
You go through life with lots of bumps

[Chorus]
Step back, pull it down
You now got the crown (I said)
Step back, pull it down
You think you are a clown
You got salt on your tongue
You're not ready for fun
Take it all away
I wanna be gay (I fucking shouted)
Step back, pull it down
You now got the crown (I said)
Step back, pull it down
You think you are a clown
You got a hole in your soul
And it needs to be fixed
Take it all away
I wanna be gay (Just for one day)

[Verse 3]
Fucked up sins
Put it in the bin
Show your inner self and you're pinned
You're into a girl
Call her Nell
You must have fell
Only time will tell
Well fuck the time
I wanna fight for my life
But the devils waiting with my price
For the third time stop being a hopeless romantic
I'm hiding in my room being so frantic
Frantic about people apparently hating me
It's scary knowing people are rating me
I take this shit to my soul where people are creating me
Can you stop fucking looking at the naked me

[Verse 4]
Spit it out
Breaking all your bones
Perceive everything of what you're shown
I'm sick of you not knowing how I'm feeling
I'm feeling this rock bottom guilt, this rock bottom guilt, this rock bottom guilt
James, I'm sorry
Monica, don't worry
Niah, my feelings for you are stuck
Cory, I want you to give a fuck
Josh, I'm a sinner help me, please
Religion is calling me and I'm not ready, I'm not ready
That blonde girl what did I do to you
Hating me for being me
How the fuck do I redeem myself if I can't be me
India, I accept your fury to be
Ben let me help you through the tough part of love
Everyone hide your sins I'm here for all you
Fucked up sins put it in the bin
Show your inner self (yeah)
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I'm gonna fucking die
I'm gonna fucking die
I'm gonna fucking die