Pebble

There's a pebble in my shoe, that I talk to when I'm lonely
I'd rather deal with it than be alone when no one knows me
You see the pebble in my shoe, yeah it's there around the clock
We don't like each other much, but it gives me time to talk
I'll sit real still while you let your anger out
Trust me man I get it, sometimes you need the time to pout
I understand it, I've been there, I am there, it sucks
Try to say something meaningful all that comes out is "FUCK"
Put some ice cubes in my soda, cause I'm feeling tired out, i waited too long now my drink's watered down, would love to be known across the world oh, what a clown I'd be lucky to be known across the motherfucking town
Don't believe in me, I get it, I don't believe in me sometimes
Like every single time I sit with a pen and to try and write
Or every single time you yell at me, I'm fine
But self-doubt will tear apart my motherfucking mind
We used to get along so well, when it was just me and you
Used to spend time together have a great time, man it's true
But sometimes I can't help but to feel those times are through
Like when we argue about dumb shit like it matters- to who?
So I get up in the booth, try to speak the fucking truth
But you'll probably never hear it cause I won't play it for you
Not that you would want to listen, because this music sounding different, than the shit you listen to, because there's cursing in the lyrics
Can't you tell this means a lot to me can't you feel my fucking spirit
It's like you're right next to something great but you won't draw fucking near it
Sometimes I struggle, I talk shit, that makes me feel like hot shit
That's why it's all I fucking do that's how the brain under my mop is
Found a letter you wrote some time we tried to work things out
The opening words were "Chase, I am sorry" and just something about
The way they were written, or the way they were spaced out
Made a tear fall out my eye, and I started to break down
And I don't know why I did this, but I cut those four words out
And I hung em on my wall and then I just pulled out
The pebble in my shoe that I talk to when I'm lonely, rather deal with it than be alone no one knows me
You see the pebble in my shoe, yeah it's there around the clock
We don't like each other much, but it gives me time to talk
Fuck