I'm Sorry For Who I Am

Chorus :
Teach me how to live with a broken head
Shatters every now and then
Think I'm on top, finds a way to, fall apart Will I ever be enough, for my own mind Will I ever feel alright, for enough time



Gotta be honest real quick
There's a lot of pain, I've learnt to deal with
Sorry if I'm, repeating these lyrics
Trying to be someone I'm not, I tried that, but it's bullshit This is who I am, I understand if you don't understand Think you know me, but even I'm not sure
Exactly, who I am
Cos you see the cover, but not the book There's pages missing cos I don't want you to look I closed the floodgates a while ago
I don't want anyone inside, since last time I was broke
I was trapped inside of a hole, it feels familiar, being alone
Cos I've always felt I'm someone, no one really knows

(Repeat Chorus)



Give me the world, all the people I could ever need The hurt won't fade it'll just make me guilty This is the most honest, I've ever been
Cos there's truths I'm afraid to see Cos not being fine, is just a part of me I got too much to hide, mostly
But not tonight, I'll break free
In these notes I'll find all the company
That I'll ever need, inside of me
I don't like to run, but why should I hide
Haven't done anything wrong, so why should I have to lie
Look inside of my eyes
They're not hollow, I've never been blind
I've always known there's light, it's just sometimes
Fists feel, too heavy to fight
Tryna solve a puzzle, that I'm trapped inside
I know it looks perfect, from the outside And maybe it makes no sense to you Cos it makes no sense to me
Why some days, there's just something that I feel
Like a weight, pressing down on my knees And I can break, crumple, like paper sheets This is all of my, Goddamn dignity
I give it all, for your eyes to see
This is who I am, and I'm sorry

Will you hold my hand? I'm sorry, for who I am Oh will you hold my hand I'm sorry, for who I am Oh, just hold my hands I'm sorry, for who I am
Oh this is who I am
I'm sorry for who I am



(Re pe at Chorus )



Some days I wonder
If they knew me, like I know me Could they love me, like I love me? Could they find a way, to just hold me? So these nights would be, less lonely Some days I wonder
Could anyone ever see me, the me buried deep?
Just holding on, struggling to breath Oh if they knew me, like I know me Could they love me, like I love me?
Learn to live with a brokenness, there's no way to teach
I just get up each time, scars form till the next time that I bleed
Oh if they knew me, like I know me Could they love me, like I love me? Learn to live with everything I feel
Each day, tryna find the faith, that someday
These scars'll all heal
Oh these scars'll all heal



(Will you hold my hand? I'm sorry, for who I am Oh will you hold my hand I'm sorry, for who I am Oh, just hold my hands I'm sorry, for who I am Oh this is who I am
I'm sorry for who I am)



Oh, just hold my hands I'm sorry, for who I am Oh this is who I am
I'm sorry for who I am