LEARNED MY LESSON

Part One
[Intro]
"Hey, Cleo! Got the name right, didn't I?"
Yeah
"Cool, I understand it's been awhile since we've talked
Like, a long while"
Yep
"Anyways, in case you haven't remembered, I'm Mr. B, I'll be your therapist for the time being"
You said that last time
"So, it's good to see you again in my office, but that also tells me that something is really going on with you
If you wouldn't mind, since you're already here
Would you mind explaining?"
[Verse 1]
Went to the office, I'm feelin' like "what the fuck is wrong?"
(Well, would you mind going into detail?) That part of me is gone
But since I'm here, I might as well try to open up
The recent change of events led me straight to a cup
You say you wanna acknowledge the battles in my head
But you don't know a thing it takes to get me out of bed
I'm sorry, think maybe i should settle down and let you do your job
You'll need something to fill those patient logs
I guess I'll start by saying that I am strugglin'
Can't even find the motivation to pick up a pen
I think it all started with the takedown of "amethyst"
That's when I realized this industry is a burning bridge
And ever since, feel like I'm starting from square one
I'm fightin' hard for the fortune, much louder where I'm from
Maybe if I keep makin' music 'bout my heartbreak
In time, they'll start to see perspective on my drumbreaks


[Verse 2]
See there's this girl I've been talkin' to for a thousand days
And I can't lie, my first look at her caught me in a daze
The way her eyes looked had me fucked up in all sorts of ways
And the way her voice sounded had me out here plannin' for dates
But back to present day , feel like i got nothin' to lose
Loverboy Trademark blues
Right or wrong, pick and choose but i can't
I see that it's gettin' late
Take another hit 'till that shit blink, I'm finna go insane
I'm in the back of the chevy again, can barely see
Everyone around me is too fucked up to even breathe
But in that moment, could give a fuck about my people
I just needed that one heart-throb that saw me as her equal person
They say that love it hurts
But I been through too much to let that shit affect me at my worst
I lived through it all, now not to mention love's a curse
But at this point, what'll it fuckin' take just to be hers? (Damn)
So now I'm sittin' in my room, window open
All that I can do watch the moon
Would it be corny if i said i cannot stop thinkin' of you?
Or would you say you feel the same, speaker knockin' CAFUNÉ
Pull up my phone, turn on i
Message
I'm fucked up wonderin' if you get my message
You didn't so now I'm in my own my head and I'm stressin'
Of whether or not I should the question, I guess I've learned my lesson


Part Two
[Intro]
I realized that what I wanted this entire time was you
Your love, your dedication, and your care
But lesson learned, not always do you get everything you ask for
And as I mature, I guess I'm starting to come to terms with that
[Verse: Cleo's Trademark]
Seems to me you have a thing for me
I'm switchin' sides from wrong to right
I feel it's do or die until the angel cries
Occurs to me that you may find this odd, what's going on
You are the one, I want it
Un-iconic when my demon dies
It's lookin' like I may have blood shed
Seeing red 'cause when I go to bed, the voices in my head, they yellin' loud
I can't even fight the urge to pop a bottle
So unsure to put the throttle to the floor and ride outside of town
[Bridge: Cleo's Trademark]
Seems to me you have a thing for me
I'm switchin' sides from wrong to right
I feel it's do or die until the angel cries
Occurs to me that you may find this odd, what's going on
You are the one, I want it
Un-iconic when my demon dies
It's lookin' like I may have blood shed
Seeing red 'cause when I go to bed, the voices in my head, they yellin' loud
I can't even fight the urge to pop a bottle
So unsure to put the throttle to the floor and ride outside of town


[Outro: jaydes]
Wow, gon' kill myself real soon
Uh, end up just like Kurt Cobain
Found dead in my room
Gon' end up on the news
[Interlude: K4RVE and Cleo's Trademark]
Gimme a word, like a vibe
Umm, the only word I can think of, I hope you can catch me on this
"$NOT," think, like, "- TRAGEDY +"
[Outro: Cleo's Trademark]
Type shit, nah nah nah
'Cause that's that sample pack though, hold on