Dad

(verse 1)

Your far from my father figure, i figured it out
Its been about 6 years since you visited now
Thinking back it could be more but i ain't sitting to count
Child support you only gave the minimum freaking amount
Living in dought i turn to the streets scene
Searching for guidance have converted to me keen on sweet green
I was a permanent weed feen
Ended up in hospital determined to keep clean
Have your geans been making me like you
I know you got a few new babies, a wife too
There not my brothers, there replacements from white goo
I dont wanna meet em im afraid what i might do
How about you f*cking place em in my shoes
Give them a little taste of being hated and lied too
I use to think id never make it then i grew
Now i see your just another fake that my life knew

(chorus)

But it was just my mum and me
He must of had enough of me
So imma make the f*cker bleed if i ever see my dad
Imma make him stand in the rain and show him the man i became through the panic n pain
But it was just my mum and me
He must of had enough of me
So imma make the f*cker bleed if i ever see my dad
Imma shove his face in the dirt and show him the ways his hurt me since the day of my birth

(verse 2)

I wanna cry i deffinetly got a lot of pride
But i remember you telling me how you shot a guy
I was horrified, you showed me photos of squashed dead bodies
These are memories that i gotta hide'
What was your mind thinking, i was a f*cking kid
I dont f*cking love you and i dont know why my mother did
Other kids asked where you were and id f*cking flip
Its my birth dad and i dont know where the f*cker is
I must admit i was jealous and confused
I dont really have that many relatives to loose
Fathers day was awkward, irrelevant and screwed
An elephant in the room and the devil in my views
Its settled in the booth even tho you dont deserve a track
Im feeling like i need to go and smoke a 30 pack
Moving forward my demons know i won't be turning back
But if i see you tho, you need to know that imma hurt you dad

(chorus)

But it was just my mum and me
He must of had enough of me
So imma make the f*cker bleed if i ever see my dad
Imma make him stand in the rain and show him the man i became through the panic n pain
But it was just my mum and me
He must of had enough of me
So imma make the f*cker bleed if i ever see my dad
Imma shove his face in the dirt and show him the ways his hurt me since the day of my birth

(verse 3)

Dam it you c*nt how could you abandon your son
Responsibilities you had you just handed to mum
Ever since my f*cking life on this planet began
You haven't done sh*t to help me be the man I've become
I plan to become, a descent father, a father than a piece of blood that leaves there son and never has to see the drama
I just hope one day you receive some karma
And get your f*cking corps dropped in a secret harbor
Completes a charmer, maybe i'm bad sh*t cause my mind left the same way that my dad did
You weren't a father you just basically acted
The fact is i'm so ashamed of this fat prick
Was i a bad kid, it ain't hard to prove
You took a new path and i ain't passing through
It makes marks and breaks hearts in two
So all i know is i dont take after you c*nt

(chorus)

But it was just my mum and me
He must of had enough of me
So imma make the f*cker bleed if i ever see my dad
Imma make him stand in the rain and show him the man i became through the panic n pain
But it was just my mum and me
He must of had enough of me
So imma make the f*cker bleed if i ever see my dad
Imma shove his face in the dirt and show him the ways his hurt me since the day of my birth