Letter 2 u

[Intro]
Yah
Dear, my love
Fuck love
Fuck love
I love you

[verse 1]
Got to write you a letter
And I just hope that you get it
Even though you brought me pain
You are the reason that I'm living
Blood dripping, from your body
Your emotion controls your decision
And I hope you feel it the way
That I feel it for real
You never felt like enough
Until you felt my touch
Holding you until death
I never felt so much in love
It always feels like forever
Until the moment it ends
You were my friend
And I hope I see you again
They said you dead
And said you couldn't handle being on earth
I relate
They say I'm blessed
But I feel cursed
Wrote this verse with a feeling in my chest
I can't explain
I feel stuck staring at the walls drowning in the pain
What the fuck! (I'm sorry)
For everything that I said
I'm sorry for hurting you leaving to lay on your bed
With nobody by your side I had to swallow my pride
I followed my heart, and let you know you still on my mind
I don't blame you for the things you did when you were hurt
Yah, we all make mistakes
Trust me you're not the first
We all fade away because nothing lasts forever
I don't know if you're alive but this is my letter