Better Have Burn Heal

I'm stuck inside a body that I don't like
Sometimes I try at night to turn out all the lights
And pretend that I am in the shape to fight
Every weight that's caving in on my body and mind alike
And I was just trying to make things better

For myself
For my health
sh*t, I feel like someone else and that's not right
I'm not alright
This isn't right
I'm not alright

I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague
I try to write down some self-praise
But I can't even fill the page
I feel afraid
I feel alone
Feel like a captive in my own bones
And I need out
But I'm so in doubt

I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague
I try to write down some self-praise
But I can't even fill the page
I feel afraid
I feel alone
Feel like a captive in my own bones
And I need out
But I'm so in doubt

I'm trying everything I can to help
I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself
I'm hurting more than anyone can tell
I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself
I want to love myself
I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself