OVERTHINKING

Am i overthinking?
Or am I being brainsick?
Why do I link two things
That actually are different?

I doubt what I am seeing
Don't believe what they've told me
However when I am searching
It gets more complicated


I keep my heart aside
Don't ever need to cut the ice
Telling me that I am alive
Everything's gonna be alright

Nowhere else to express my anger
Even though it comes from nowhere
Given up hoping for rescue
I'll be fine I'm closing my door


I guess I'm just too narrow minded
Considering my education
Whatever I'm just out here nagging
Thinking ‘bout some meaningless shit

I guess I felt alone
So you sneaked inside my bones
Maybe I'll need a detox
Then I can tell you to fuck off

Am i overthinking?
Or am I being brainsick?
Why do I link two things
That actually are different?

I doubt what I am seeing
Don't believe what they've told me
However when I am searching
It gets more complicated


I keep my heart aside
Don't ever need to cut the ice
Telling me that I am alive
Everything's gonna be alright

Nowhere else to express my anger
Even though it comes from nowhere
Given up hoping for rescue
I'll be fine I'm closing my door


I don't know what I'm doing
I'm thinking I'm thinking I'm thinking too much
I couldn't believe that I ever trusted in the people who could hurt me so much
But when you showed up in my life
I thought really you were gonna repair my dead heart
However the bullshit you said to me they expired in 4 weeks, so fuck

You said that you find me so special
I might be the dreamboy that you've been looking for
However the words are only words
Cuz you've never ever showed me how it works
Maybe you don't really care what I care for
All the time you're hunting other asian boys
Guess I really need to cut the whole shit off
So I can eventually be the one I love

Cover my eyes
Don't need my sight
I'll be a dummie without the bullshit fucking up my mind
Why did I try?
It was so bad
Holding my phone in the midnight waiting for your reply

Cover my eyes
Don't need my sight
I'll be a dummie without the bullshit fucking up my mind
Why did I try?
It was so bad
Holding my phone in the midnight waiting for your reply


Am i overthinking?
Or am I being brainsick?
Why do I link two things
That actually are different?

Overthinking
Or am i?
(Think think...)
Being brainsick?
Overthinking
(Think think...)
Seeing, Needing
Seeing, Needing
Complicated