Rosebud

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[Intro]
I always wanted to be great
For the wrong reasons
It was fake aye
I always wanted to be great
For the wrong reasons
It was fake

[Chorus]
Made my mind up
This time I'll be honest
Think I stress too much about shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light

[Verse 1]
Respiration pres for patients
Life be great If I were famous
To busy focused on the A-list
Missed my shot through hesitation
Tequila shots of desperation
Always thought I make a statement
Fuck them all cause I no longer need
Parking stands for validation
Man quarter like crisis got change in my hand
But that's not enough to buy a Mercedes band
So I gata uber to pull all of my friends
Used to be fooled
Had to be cool
Had to show up rocking them tims
I think we live our adult lives make up our high school experience
I wanna be more present in the moment open to enjoy it
I wanna see my niggas become owners brothers like the Jones
I wanna free my family from the trauma
Always got some drama
Niggas be ballin'
So we go to college
Barely make deposit
Mama in our pockets
Gotta ask for forgiveness
I ain't call her in a minute
But if I don't step out the cycle
How the fuck we gonna end it
R.I.P my uncle Michal
Died to early
Diabetes took my idol
Even told my grandma looking for some answers
I forgot my manners running from the Bible

[Chorus]
Made my mind up
This time I'll be honest
Think I stress too much about shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light

[Verse 2]
Sunday dinner soul food
Bless your mama show you
Peter pan syndrome
But I pull up in this bitch like Goku
Still, don't have the answers I thought I needed
I think I been in a cycle but I won't repeat it
Citizen came young nigga what is your aim
You got the whole world to blame
But what is that change
Take Xannies with salt by the grain and
Xander do all with my brain
Unfortunate fame is what you would do with your gains
You live off the strength of your name
I've been on this train
It didn't stop when it rains
So I had to hop on a plane
Sometimes, I wanna scream from on top of the tallest building
I've reached the age of a man, but I thought it came with the feeling
I've had enough of this shit
To end it all is appealing
Though I would rather a challenge
That nothings harder than living
I'ma just chill today
Really don't know how to feel today
I got some weed and some bills to pay
Karma's a bully I feel betrayed
Tale me lunch money is all that I have
Just as I thought it was all in my bag
My future is in question
Dumb, Deaf, and Blind trying to conquer my mind
If I blew up my time I'ma lose my investment

[Chorus]
Made my mind up
This time I'll be honest
Think I stress too much about shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready but I finally found a light