THE BESTEST

Have you ever wanted something so bad you will do everything you could to get it
But you've failed
Just know everything you are seeking is seeking you in return
Try again and fight till end



I always had this feeling i'm fading to someone else
I give it all i thought it's best But i'm still living in full regrets
I let him out and i started an endless fucking mess
I'm drowning into my thoughts full of holes full of selfishness


He's taking over and soon i'll be gone
We had many things in common but we finished with none
I'm going through drolls im losing everything i own
You want the Fucking throne Fine take it leave me dream alone
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Have you ever felt so hated dissumalted for someone's sake
You trynna make it right and you got your chance but that person is Fucking fake
But i guess i'm simply a human and humans make mistakes
End up drowning deep i'm going straight down to find my leak


I'm trynna make a difference trynna make a choice
Trynna follow my path even if it's full of humans noise
Falling down the stairs pick up the bag and hit the chords
You can lose your safest zone but never lose your voice

Oh i , i can be the greatest
Oh i , i can be the greatest

It's not about the blame the game you wanna tame
It's just a matter of time before you start counting your 7 deadly sins
The anger u contain is full pain
It's not about the shame about the monster you became


Do you know how many times you broke the limit fucking frame
It's not about the slaughter only the thousand dreams you've slain
I'm tired of words i'm tired dealing with such a thing
Out from a falling soul they keep coming like rain


Think again about the things you've said with conviction
Your acting out is full of doubts full of holes full tension
It's not about the envy or the things that hard to mention
It's not about what chavvy it's not about the whole fucking nation

Bale i'll make it easy for to you understand
Stick with the basics until it's time for you to take a stand
Instead of trynna escape through many lies about the haven land
Stand for what is right take the fight and make it count

Oh i , i can be the greatest
Oh i , i can be the greatest

It's Heavy its not a blessing but a curse
I promised it will be better but things are getting worse
I'm tired of words, I'm tired of talk till thirst
Thrilling overwhelming i feel my heart will finally burst


Haa enough of telling myths from facts
I'm tired of words i'm tired analyzing the impact
Surrounded with broken mirrors because I can't stand my reflect
Everytime i talk i see it far i see the pain is coming back


Ashes blowing in the air setting the world on fire
Wasted youth full of truth full of denial
I'm growing strong, strong enough to go higher
Far from a lie far from a living trial


It's ending my words are freezing like a glitch
I'm losing ground full of proud full of things i ever reached
It's pulling me back to track out-rhyming a fucking speech
All alone with a poem and nothing but a loudly screech