Traumatize

By Lil Tjay (2018)
On album Pain Must Love Me (2018), Traumatize (2020)

Pain Must Love Me
Day after day, it was night after night
Hidin my emotions drinkin sprite after sprite
Red Beam, keep my aim sharp like a knife
Now my hands clean, i can throw a price on your life
Better think twice before i leave your mama traumatized
No jay critch but bottom line niggas outta line
Leave a nigga body outta state, now he hard to find
Everybody focused on they needs, disregarding mines
Now i got something that you need, you can't borrow mines
Niggas ain't lyrically with me, they just harmonize
One day imma travel overseas, just to lay at ease
Came a long way for me and smelly sharing philly cheese

Im here right now
Its crazy, see we started from the bottom
And im gon keep on searching
I won't stop until we got em
And nah this ain't for clout cuz i won't tell no one i shot him
Coming from the dirt, ya boy a different type of problem
Only 16 but im really putting on
So i gotta monitor the words im saying in my songs
Late nights niggas on the block with the pipe
Im putting on for easy like the seven would do for right
Grew older, i dont really like to fight
Cause how we goin get it if im off the dirty sprite
Team full of shooters, yeah i keep a small circle
Brody smoking JT, but its smelling like some purple
Chatting on smelly brought you home before you curfew
And clipper you should know that when i catch imma hurt you
Things you would see, i mean in case it even worth you
But fuck you, go to hell, i hope another nigga murk you
Im a different breed
Before i get my ones, i gotta get on my knees
Chasing cheese, shawty ain't my lover, she a billy jean
De
De told me run and i understand what billy mean
Its a dream, all i wanna do is get it with my team
So by any means, i cannot stop, i cannot quit
Know im nice, you try to say different, then you on dicks
Like im in it raw, Lil Tjay finna buss quick
Smelly this, smelly that, i ain't with the fuck shit
Its sunny when i catch you, bullets flying, better duck bitch
And i ain't with the acting, yeah its really what it is
Yeah, this really how i live
Yea i really did the biss
And i told you nigga wrong, a niggas looking for her kid
Tote the four fifth, drizzy pump bullets gon spit
Yeah, OT vibes ion think the nigga live
But speaking from my heart, i hope that lil nigga did
I dont talk alot because niggas they be talking out they jiff
Style's World, Timbs drop, Tiko still lives
Three dead niggas that won't ever own shit
I said Style's World, Timbs drop, Tiko still lives
Three dead niggas that won't ever own shit
And money conversations, they coming round when you patient
So i hope yall niggas racin, im building a reputation
Alot of motivation when they bring me to the station
Judge know that im a savage, i ain't never wrote a statement
First bid in life, it was no secure placement
Now my DA tryna send a nigga on vacation
They offer 1-3, but i sent back the invitation
They try to shake me up, i told my lawyer i ain't haisian
Barely sympathetic, so im unapologetic
For running em niggas credit, and telling niggas they debted
I keep mine on me though never ask me to get it
My momma raised me right, but im hard headed
Im receptive, the feedback if im telling you that i needs that
Just bring the pack, chit-chat get you hit in your kneecap
I needs that

Yeah, i ain't playing with niggas
Im just showing i ain't playing with niggas
And i ain't playing with niggas
Im just showing i ain't playing with niggas, No

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