Ocean Waves By My Tears

[VERSE 1]
I'm feeling sad again
With the facts in my shelf
Tired of hating myself
Maybe I need some help
Another day, yet again
That obsession in my hands
Killing me slow inside
Can somebody help?

[Chorus]
What if they give me hands
And left me then by myself
How this ends?
Ocean waves by my tears
Drowning every part of me
In my fears, again

[VERSE2]
Walking through door by door
Tryna' find a shelter for
A warm place keep me out of cold
It's getting harder than before
Life feels just so good
When there's someone to hold
That's why I might need some friends
But no one around me seems to last

[Chorus]
What if they give me hands
And left me then by myself
It hurts so bad
Ocean waves by my tears
Streaming down a river
To hold theese hands, again

[VERSE 3]
Shouting to every light
Thinking maybe I could find
Some achilles walk me through the night
Cause I can't hold myself tonight
I look happy all the time
But I'll let you see inside
Some part of me burning down
Some is gonna have breakdown
Some just holding me to the life
I need a reason to smile
Cause all I‘ve left is they'd fly away

[BRIDGE]
Leaves growing old in your drawer
That we pick from your door
To fleece them in our wars
I cry, my knuckles get sore
On the pavement I saw you
And your sword tearing my soul

[OUTRO]
I'm watching my dignity drown
In the pools of the cliffside muse
She tells me to hold a bit more
‘Til the roots fill up all my grooves