ALONE.

Aye
I've been writing records, hoping people feel this
Praying hoping that no one fucking kills this
Feeling that I breath for
Feeling that I worked for
Feeling that I work towards
I've been dreaming but it's like I can't dream
Workin so hard to bring this shit to life
Makes me question and think about my life
Will it all be worth it in the end
Or this all a dumb shit and pretend
Cause that questions been bugging me
This world we live in comes with a fee
I've watched a seen people die to young
Type of shit that make your body go numb
Yeah
I've been feeling so alone, my minds takin
Lost hopes, she wonders why I'm bakin
Fakin all these feelings I have
Minds changing, rearranging
I've been feeling so jaded
And I really fucking hate it
Friends hit me up and they wonder why I don't say shit
Maybe that's the way it is, the way it has to be
I've been feeling so alone and it's set to be
But fuck it ima do this all for me
Cause it seem like no one there for me
It seem like it seem like I'm alone to be
You see
I've been entertaining myself
Worry more about my health
Instead of people all around me
Yeh
I've been feeling so lost
The World we live comes with a cost
Cost I pay for everyday
Being alones just an average day
You see
I made it myself
I dreamed it myself
I'm feeling myself
Id be with myself
Cause that's till death do us part
But nobody really really fuck with me
Maybe cause I don't fuck with them you see
Feel like I'm alone to be
But I like it that way
No one stands in my way
No one acting so fake
That's just the route I take
So people don't agree with it
But fuck them
I'm just doing me
Forever alone to be
You see
So many fuckas really wanting to kill me
Feel me, test me, tare me
Brake me down, bring me back to the start
But I just brush it off, and just click restart

Sappy rappin
Flappin fappin
Pentagon tattoos coverin the scars
Suicidal thoughts out to mars
Drawin scars on my heart
Sought out art, you're my art
Canteen pieces dripping liquor
Sicker than the bitches hittin fiskers
Deprived eating, seepin skeeton
Skeleton freakin killin demons
Satins flesh eating
The razors are seepin
Negativity creepin
Self harm suicide
Fuckin asinine
I'll feel better when I'm gone
Lost memories, just songs

Pain and misery
This shits not healthy
Can't eat, can't sleep
My head's in a deep
Pit of depression
And fuck
Everyone's asking me questions
That this pain is wretched
My brains been tested
Dunno what the fuck to do no more
My eyelids are sore
Livers drowned, depression inbound
Wrist slitten, pill popping
Junkie

Damn
And I'm drunk right now
She left me
I don't even want to speak right now
I miss her
And she doesn't miss me
And I told her that I love her
I don't know what's going on
And everyone wants to tell me
What's going on
People act like they know me
Or what I've been through
But they haven't been
Broken and used and wrenched like a tool
I feel like a fool for going back to you
Even tho your guy means more to you
Damn
I don't know these feelings
Damn
My hearts in the ceiling
But damn
I miss you
And I want to bring you back
And damn
I fuckin miss you

But I like you girl there's no denying
We got chemistry and I don't see it dying
Let's take this chance and then we can see
I'm the one for you and you're the one for me