X of Wands

Little secrets, big lies:
I talk to myself when no one's around
“Possession and control:”
I try to get out of this rut, this state I'm in

But I can't turn to love
Cause there ain't nobody around
And I can't turn to drugs
Cause I made up my mind a long time ago

Little secrets, big lies:
Raging lust inside, I won't let it out
“Possession and control:”
There's a wildfire burning my soul

But I can't turn to love
Cause I'll melt to your touch
And there is no drug that subdues the sin
That comes from within

Hope turns the corner
I shut my eyes so I don't see
Pray for me, but I warn you
Believing is dangerous
It is dangerous
It is dangerous
It is dangerous

Little secrets, big lies:
I'm over analyzing, but I won't be like my father
“Possession and control:”
I licked up all the guilt, but there's blood on my fingers

And I can't turn to love
Cause I like the mess I made
And I won't turn to drugs
Cause that would be the same mistake