Disillusion

Disillusion. Can you feel the sorrow in this letter?
No one likes to say goodbye
I'm caught in knots I can't untie
Justifying any circumstance that you created
Growing weary every time
I tried not to lose my mind

And right now, I'll just step aside

I know… Your presence vanished but something is telling me we're better off alone
So long… I don't like pointing fingers, never wanted to be the first to cast the stone

As of now I know for sure I won't ever regret it
Because every time you come to light
You always make me feel uptight
Now I feel I left that burden in the past forever
Fuck all memories behind
Too late, I won't change my mind

And right now, day is so much bright

Were you thinking that I'd be there for you so long?
Your deeds convinced me, I should have left you way before, way before…

And thinking back on every minute I endured
I saw too many reasons leading me to reach the shore
I was miserable