And I Wonder

Sometimes I wake up in the night and I wonder
If it happened because you dreamed of me
Or was it because you called out my name, or cried in your sleep?
I stay awake and I wonder

Sometimes I swear I'll fall apart
Or fly away
Or I could melt, or fade into nothing
It's all the same

Sometimes I hold my hand and wish it was yours
I fool myself and I wonder
And my heart aches remembering the thrill when your eyes gave it fire
I stare at my soul and I wonder

Sometimes I swear I'll fall apart
Or fly away
Or I could melt, or fade into nothing
It's all the same

To me