Just Me

Came here to speak up, I don't think that's felony
Tell me to stop it, they all try to lecture me
Think they can talk me down, take what's left of me
But I keep on rising, I'll fight till the end of me
Rap's all that I have, it's more than my therapy
World to my existence, key to my energy
Can talk to strangers, can't tell my complexity
Strap up your brain cuz you're in for a story

I've been running through phases
Feels like I've been already at it for ages
I know they don't know what my name is
Guess one day I'll know what the taste of fame is
That's what living in a maze is?
Strapping up all I got here just to make it
They say rap's like flippin' of pages
But I can tell it's got a lot more of stages

Trying to put up my words until I blank out
Trying to better my music until I tap out
Waking up all night to work on it till I pass out
I gotta chill I know I really need to spit it out
Hold on a minute man I want y'all to hear me out
I'm not so good at it but my last single quite worked out
Call me a nothing? All you try to do is push me down
If you keep it up I'll say you should clean your mouth

What's next?
Well I'm trying to do my best
I write thoughts I want to address
Yeah I've been writing all of it not gonna stop don't need no rest
Reason why heart beats in my chest
Is cuz rap helps me cure my stress
You want to listen be my guest
Brought more with you? I am blessed

My acceptance of rejection means you'll say what you want? No
You haven't seen my aggression, wounds with words that's what I've got
I fill up my pages during the night on the road as I walk
Don't pick a fight with me when you know handling that's something that you cannot

I'm a fighter I told ya
No?
Sorry I forgot to warn ya!
Indian rapper gonna stage his own words want a name for himself and he's ready to blow your mind!
Yeah I'm one of a kind
I ain't wasting my time
At the peak of my life
Ambition helps my sight
Rap is not my one-time
Wait, you're scared of me? It's your bedtime

People ask me how I do it how I keep it moving
How I keep the verses to the beats more like the beats to verses
I've been fast talker way back when was a kid that's why I love my curses
Words outta my lips faster than people could process it
But that's okay I won't wait
These words ain't gonna play
On their own need my grace
Can't do it with slow pace
My mind's like Alan Wake
Be easy no high stakes
Record it, it's my day
These raps are my forte

Hardest part of it's when you start it
Once you do you'll know you got it
One day I'll be a skyrocket
Guts in my pocket
Jump in on the stage like a levitator
Bend up all the tunes like an orchestrator
Blow up words straight to heart like a detonator
Look on my world like a war but I ain't no deserter
Speeding my thoughts on the road like a traffic hater
Play with words, it's all a game to me, I can handle
My words, no advisors I'm a self creator
If I mess a song, my bad I'd love to suffer

I try to set goals too high too reach
Want to sell out my own CDs
Want to see how many people relate to what I feel
You say you hate my music what you want?
Chicks on road, walking?
While I'm rapping?
No wait you want to see them sports cars, driving?
Or my gangstas backstabbing cuz I got them money stacking?
Or that I hate myself can't look in the mirror man what's wrong, Satvik?

Stumbling on my words that ain't my lyricism
Formulate lines different flow my classicism
Man of my word my words can cause fatalism
New ideas every time don't need plagiarism
Unstable morals, beliefs I've got dualism
They say live your life with all of optimism
Can't help myself cuz I like my cynicism
Curious by nature I question dogmatism

I know I got issues but hey I'm trying to work on em
Sometimes I feel I don't fit in my shoes, trying to hop on em
Deep in my heart I know there's more in me, can be astounding
Right now there's more to do but if you call all my work garbage then I'm garbage
But at least I'm consistent
May not have much fans but I do have some friends who do care about me and I know that I can trust
Who'll be there for should I grow old, when I rust
I got family, I love it, I fight for it
I'm trying to not lose it
Why can't you see through it?
I'm rooted deep to it
Everyone here knows it
Life ain't worth nothing if they're not here to see the end of it

Can't get shit together that's what life is
That shit don't stop me
Been through a lot can take more, you're trouble? Put your arms around me
And I'll take your arms, make wings out of them, I wanna fly you see
I taught myself how to rap inspired by rappers. Hard to believe?

I started to write to let out my emotions
Give my heart to my work and that's my one notion
Put words like it's water and that forms an ocean
Of my thoughts and feelings my poetry's in motion
I think in a way that forces me to overthink
Things that have brought me here
Things that have changed me and
Things that will pull me up
Things that will push me down
Things I'll take from my struggles if I make it out