So Cold

(Verse 1:)
Lately i've been feeling like i'm not gonna make it out
Always try to reach the surface but i'm gonna drown
Feeling like i am gonna leave without a sound
Im honestly to the point i wanna silently tapout
I think everybody would be better off without
Me to ruin their day or what their about
Yeah i've been losing way, surrounded by a hundred million doubts
I really got nothing to say, except i'm down for the count
All the good things in life i do not enjoy
All that's left in my heart is getting destroyed
I've been thinking a lot getting paranoid
I can snap any minute can you just stop the noise

(Chorus:)
I'm lost, and i'm alone
Don't wanna face it on my own
I'm not gonna take this pain can I take a loan?
My thoughts are taking over, heart is feeling old
I fought for so long, i'm so cold

(Verse 2:)
Now i've been thinking about the way i used sit back and just contemplate
On how I should take my life despite everyone's pain who'd be at stake
Should i do it should i do it should i or should i just wait
For my life to get better sit back and concentrate
On the happy things
And just happily sing
“it's a wonderful life” while my left ear rings
Gonna be alright
Gonna be okay while i'm reminiscing how i used to cheer with glee
Having dreams of lots of laughs by the christmas tree
I want to leave, cause i'll never succeed
I'll never be who anybody wants me to be

(Chorus:)
I'm lost, and i'm alone
Don't wanna face it on my own
I'm not gonna take this pain can I take a loan?
My thoughts are taking over, heart is feeling old
I fought for so long, i'm so cold