Be Alright

[Chorus]
I don't wanna hurt your feelings
But I have to say goodbye
Even when the end draws near us
I know that we'll be alright
[Verse]
Lately I'm not doing anything right
I wanna be by your side
Maybe we'll go for a drive
I'll buy you a coffee and talk about life
Yeah, Don't wanna run outta time
I miss every moment I made you smile
I guess we acknowledge it's been a ride
And I promise you I'll be alright
I don't wanna lie
Give me a hug, we'll be alright
Maybe I'll call you tonight
Come on, let's say our goodbye's (Bye)
Maybe one day I can learn how to run without falling
But I'm always running and dodging an object I don't wanna talk about all of my problems
Especially drama that falls in my lap and I ended up writing a song with
I, live with the purpose I picture the verse and I give up my burdens
I drink when it hurts and I'm taking a pill 'cause it works
But I'm tricking my family to think I'm a innocent person
And then I go trigger the words that I thought could be bulletproof
Maybe there's somethings I could of done but I wouldn't do
I'm not the guy you should look up to
I had to keep it a secret for years of what Mr. Benson would put me through
When in the hell would I stoop to his level, I won't
I should forget him and let go of all my secrets
I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve for a reason, I have to go
Honestly it's pretty hard 'cause I don't wanna leave the people that gave me the feeling of family when I needed it, Okay


[Chorus]
I don't wanna hurt your feelings
But I have to say goodbye
Even when the end draws near us
I know that we'll be alright
[Verse]
Sit in my room and I reminisce
We're not together but we'll always have all those beautiful memories
You don't know how much you meant to me
I'm super blessed to be part of a town that accepted me
Gave me some friends, made me feel like I was special when I was irrelevant
I know if I let 'em down to lose everything
Yeah, so imma give it all that I got
I will be driven I'm not gonna stop
I made a decision I'm keeping my promises
I hope you listen you've never forgotten love you a lot (Aye)
There was a point were my family was fighting
But I'm not allowed to go talk about things that were hurting me most
I brake my back on the burdens I hold
But apparently I care about you way more then I know (Way more then I know, Yeah)
So I'm sorry like you said
My life ain't hard, My life ain't hard
But when I feel apart, I was so scared and without even think I'm hitting up Sean
He picked me up drove me to Rosthern so I can get far away from the people I care about braking my heart again
Tired of dealing with arguments
Couple days later I think I was talking to Finn
I never understood he always saw something in me I never did
I'm pretty proud of him yeah, he's a really good kid
He got me to notice that life is a gift and if I ever fall I got people to lift me
But don't get it twisted, I don't need my parents here (Uh-)


[Chorus]
I don't wanna hurt your feelings
But I have to say goodbye
Even when the end draws near us
I know that we'll be alright
[Verse]
I always bottle up issues
It's sorta funny 'cause I'm the one bottled up
I never talk about what's really bothering me
I don't like toxic environments taking away all of the positive things
Why do we talk? You always bring up our problems I'm tired of arguing
I'm always scared, What if I lose? (What if I lose?)
Lord send me a sign, Tell me what I gotta do (Tell me what I gotta do)
Hey! I'm talking to you, I'm not a famous kid
I don't got fans, I'm telling the truth (telling the truth)
Fine I'll admit it, I am very confused (very confused)
Tammy, would you still be here if everything feel through the roof
And I gave up on music?
I've always been there for you, I did what you needed me to but as soon as I need your help
You would go Nickle and Dime off the little things
Even through all the bickering I would give into you
Caring about you is pitiful I don't know what to do
Everything is difficult (Yeah, lets go)
[Chorus]
I don't wanna hurt your feelings
But I have to say goodbye
Even when the end draws near us
I know that we'll be alright