12 Steps

Stand clear, here's a dead man coming thru
I've got one foot in the grave
the other kicks the bucket for real
that's not all

Ever since the age of ten
I've tried twenty different ways to kill myself
and I'm tired of being a failure
I gotta succeed to bleed
So c'mon

So here goes nothing
and you can tell by the walk
that I'm dying to meet my maker
And I've got twelve steps left of the program
I really think that we should talk
Yeah, here goes nothing
so many people to thank
You're a part of my bad behaviour
And I've got one shot left in the chamber
My point of view to you point blank

Watch out, me and life just picked a fight
I was hit below the belt
so many times it made me numb
That's not all

It's funny how I promised myself
That I'll never let my guard down, not ever again
But I can't keep a promise
not even when it's best for my health
so c'mon

Meet me, at the point of no return
I've got full speed ahead
for this one track minded ride
Fuck you all

You change your mind just before the leap
But I can't make a turn on a one-way street
So it's all now or never
tell Mom that I ain't coming home

Who wanna be the first to be thanked?