Trying To Remember

I remember being dumb, in December with no sun,
now the memory weighs a ton.

I remember wondering why, I would tie my shoelace twice,
for insurance on my life.

I remember all these days,
when the rain would drown the maze, this is where my memory stays.

I remember life was real, no agenda,
no ordeals, now I'm turning all the wheels.

This has passed so damn fast,
nothing lasts, except the task of trying, trying.