Cry

Chorus:
You making me cry
And wanting to die
Everyone just will leave
Forcing me to fucking grieve
I could shoot myself with a gun
And then it all would be done
Addicted to weed
And other drugs that I need
Very often i'm sad
And also very mad
I've already been through so much
Such as hurtful abuse a bunch
I know that i'm weak
Most think i'm a freak
People want me dead
Same as me but others would dread
People make me feel a scare
The world never will spare
Emotions that are intensе
Be leaving me in suspеnse
My fans that like what i give
Are the only reason i live
I'm feeling that pain
In my heart and brain
Verse 1:
You locked me up in a fucking chain
Just because i felt lots of mental pain
You thought this shit would help me
When everyday tears large like the sea
I felt suicidal from your painful touch
It hurt so motherfucking much
You kept me in fucking subacute
Every day i was very much mute
Every day I felt a fright
Also every fucking night
You know this fucked me up
Cause now i'm reaching for the lean cup
Chorus:
You making me cry
And wanting to die
Everyone just will leave
Forcing me to fucking grieve
I could shoot myself with a gun
And then it all would be done
Addicted to weed
And other drugs that I need
Very often i'm sad
And also very mad
I've already been through so much
Such as hurtful abuse a bunch
I know that i'm weak
Most think i'm a freak
People want me dead
Same as me but others would dread
People make me feel a scare
The world never will spare
Emotions that are intense
Be leaving me in suspense
My fans that like what i give
Are the only reason i live
I'm feeling that pain
In my heart and brain
Verse 2:
Your actions hurt my heart
You lied about liking my art
When I dated you I felt so rich
But the breakup hurt like a bitch
You never ever told me the truth
Just making me feel lots of ruth
Girl you were my best friend
Bitch now I want it all to end
The break up night i depended on weed
Because your actions caused my heart to bleed
Everything you told me were lies
X.P Escobar finna show his cries
Chorus:
You making me cry
And wanting to die
Everyone just will leave
Forcing me to fucking grieve
I could shoot myself with a gun
And then it all would be done
Addicted to weed
And other drugs that I need
Very often i'm sad
And also very mad
I've already been through so much
Such as hurtful abuse a bunch
I know that i'm weak
Most think i'm a freak
People want me dead
Same as me but others would dread
People make me feel a scare
The world never will spare
Emotions that are intense
Be leaving me in suspense
My fans that like what i give
Are the only reason i live
I'm feeling that pain
In my heart and brain
Verse 3:
Dad you don't understand i'm scared of you
The night you choked me i had no fucking clue
You hurt me over fucking minecraft
Now alcohol is what i quaffed
Now you mostly just yell insults
You pretend i don't understand cause y'all are adults
Now I need a powerful weed strain
To forget about all this traumatic pain
I was only fucking seven
But i'll feel this pain in even heaven
Your abuse make you look scary
Lately i just try to parry
Chorus:
You making me cry
And wanting to die
Everyone just will leave
Forcing me to fucking grieve
I could shoot myself with a gun
And then it all would be done
Addicted to weed
And other drugs that I need
Very often i'm sad
And also very mad
I've already been through so much
Such as hurtful abuse a bunch
I know that i'm weak
Most think i'm a freak
People want me dead
Same as me but others would dread
People make me feel a scare
The world never will spare
Emotions that are intense
Be leaving me in suspense
My fans that like what i give
Are the only reason i live
I'm feeling that pain
In my heart and brain
Verse 4:
Safe is never what i've felt
Because the pain y'all had dealt
Other events made me feel sad
And my temper makes me get mad
I really should be dead
After all my attempts that made me bled
All of this cutting is leaving scars
Needing to drink drinks from bars
I chugged a bunch of toothpaste
Wanting to die with some haste
Soon i probably will die
If i do this was my fucking cry