I Thought

[Intro]
Ayo, what's up Dean?
Ayo Bans, what you cookin'?
BGSOUNDZ
I bet my last track probably gave you lockjaw, hey, Lilkdubb
Forever by my side, I thought, I thought
I'm so sorry, I don't even know who I am right now
I can't even make a good song

[Chorus]
Strong pains all in my head
Feel like somethin' got my heart
I just want this pain for it to end
I don't feel how I felt from the start
I thought you forever be here, yeah
Forever by my side, I thought, I thought
I keep smokin' back to back and it got my head up spinnin'
I can't feel and this line keep goin' down my heart
I keep thinking and dreaming that you standing right here with me
Everytime I come back to life I swear it's hard

[Verse 1]
I got four little boys that I'm hardly spendin' time with (Time with)
Chasin' money, I ain't worried 'bout who you spendin' time with (Uh, uh, uh)
Being petty, I don't wanna talk, I'm on some slime shit (On slime)
I won't tell you you got me fucked up, but my mind bent (It bent)
Guess that nigga that you've been fuckin' love you better (Love you better)
How I'm feelin'? "I've just been thinkin' should" I tell her (Shit, I tell her)
I'm fine, I'm feeling better
Tryin' not blow my mind with this Beretta
On house arrest, I can't go visit Grandma grave, oh
Be lovin' so easy, can't let these bitches take my soul (My soul)
I pray for my sons like every day on a roll
And I'm not givin' time just for to see ‘em 'cause these ho's
Back then ain't have nothin', they all want somethin', I'm just one nigga
Thought money make it better, but it turned me to a killer
Not jeopardizing for myself, it's on the line for my niggas
Slang that iron at one of us, won't make a song before I kill him, I'm just realer
And shawty bad, I could be with her, but don't give a fuck (Give a fuck)
I love my girl, I'm gon' stay with her, plus, she natural
Youngin' thuggin', he slung that iron just to hang with us (Grra, grra, grra)
I feel I'm leadin' these kids wrong but we stay dangerous
Bitch play with us, want smoke with us? Bitch, we gon' bang you up (Pop, pop, pop)
When it be war we go all out, it ain't no tamin' us (What up?)
Knock you off and watch your mama live, it ain't no shame in us (Bang)
I'm screamin' "Fuck the fame and lies," 'cause it brought change to us

[Chorus]
Strong pains all in my head (My head)
Feel like somethin' got my heart (Oh)
I just want this pain for it to end (End)
I don't feel how I felt from the start
I thought you forever be here (Forever, forever), yeah
Forever by my side, I thought (That's what I thought, I was just thinking), I thought (I was wrong)
I keep smokin' back to back and it got my head up spinnin'
I can't feel and this line keep goin' down my heart
I keep thinking and dreaming that you standing right here with me (Ayy)
Everytime I come back to life it hit me hard

[Outro]
Show no slatt, everyone cried before
Everytime that I cried no one wipe my nose or neither my eyes
But it's okay, I just had to realize that I can't break
Show no slatt, I done cried plenty times, ain't nobody wipe my nose nigga
But it's okay, I'm on my own, and I'll find a way
I'm grown now, I ain't no baby
Yeah, we still thuggin' nigga, we still hollerin' fuck you nigga
You hear me?
We quick to bussin', how you wanna do it?
It's 4k, nobody safe, FreeDDawg, Northside 38