Life Is Not Alright

[Intro: Zachy Bean
Pole]
It's your Bean
Pole
And Billie

[Verse 1: Zachy Bean
Pole]
Lately, I feel so alone
Don't even know why I have a phone
Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck, never had somebody that I call my own
It's lonely walking down this road
Fake friends that I didn't have to know
The same ones that f*cked me over and whenever I need them and they just turn ghost
I feel I'm at an all-time-low
I'm depressed and it hurts me to know
My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope
She's ignoring every text message I wrote
My anxiety's hight, my medication's low
I am so stressed and I hate being home
I sit and overthink everything alone
I wish I had somebody to hold, da*n

[Chorus: Billie Eilish]
I know life is not alright
I know it is so messed up
But just tell me this once why the world is goin' slow
Like the world is trying, but they'll never know

[Verse 2: Zachy Bean
Pole]
I'm sick and tired of putting up a front
Like I'm happy, but really, I am in a slump
I try to stay strong, screaming, “I don't give a f*ck!”
But if anybody would give it, then I'm the one
I wanna put down my walls and open up
I hide behind this rapper I've become
Addicted to bein' accepted's like a drug
No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge
I remember you said my music was wack
Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
They said the image and the drive is what I lack
Made me think, Maybe I could never be a part of rap
Well, I ignored that, I said, “F*ck it,” and snapped
Over 20 million plays, where my haters at?
I didn't need a label to give me a chance
The day I sell out an arena, I'll feel like a man
Buzzin' hard, but define nothing
Never found someone who really loves me
People coming around now cuz I'm getting money
A few plays later, now they all see something
The same guy that is from the start
The same guy my ex left with a broken heart
The same guy who turned his music into his art
The same 7-year-old who dreamed of being a star
I'm now 18, and I won't let myself down
I stood up right after I fell down
It's hard to see heaven when you know you're Hell bound
I never really opened up and that's until now
I hope that I never lose you
If I could choose one person, I would choose you
I hope you understand my pain
Cuz that's something that we all gotta go through

[Chorus: Billie Eilish]
I know life is not alright
I know it is so messed up
But just tell me this once why the world is goin' slow
Like the world is trying, but they'll never know

[Bridge: Zachy Bean
Pole]
I hate being down this road
Been down before
I feel like I need you more
I'm so alone
Since I was seven years old
My future's all I'd imagine
And now I'm here and I look back, screamin', “Da*n it!”
This the life, I never planned
No I never planned it
Never thought that it would be like this
I never planned it
Never imagined the fame like this
I never planned it
This world is gonna turn to stone
That, I'm plannin'
That, I'm plannin'

[Chorus: Billie Eilish]
I know life is not alright
I know it is so messed up
But just tell me this once why the world is goin' slow
Like the world is trying, but they'll never know

[Outro: Zachy Bean
Pole]
Accept this as a message
If you ever feeling down
Turn to this song
It will tell you that you're not alone